july 21st is also a significant. date for me. you know? you are. not the only one. this day is a special. one to me too. because this was the day. i got my very. first motorcycle. i was just a bit younger. than you. maybe 17?
something. like a yamaha fjr1300. something similar to that. i loved it so. much. i drove it so much i ended up. memorising streets. i would rarely even have any. business being on. driving it became addictive to me. even if it distracted me from. doing certain things. i was able to get into combat biking from. how good i got at it. surely you have something. similar.
by that i mean. a dumb stupid passion. that can be turned into something. a little more. a little. cooler. maybe productive.
i'm not saying. combat biking was. anything productive. though
at. least it made. good money. haha.
be proud of. yourself. live your life knowing you belong. in this place more than others. know your confidence comes from. within. and you deserve it. i think. many people your age. struggle with this.
i know. i struggled with it. at that age.
maybe i needed to hear. that at 19.
though. i'm sure you can. find confidence from. the encouragement and love. and warmth. of your peers. your peers who would jump. off a damn. bridge for you. lucky sod. good friends. are hard to come by. such supportive friends. too.
may the best health. bless you.
not luck. or love. or anything. health comes above all for wishes. i don't need to. wish you things that. come no matter what. health is. harder to come by. so take care. of yourself. take care of your 19 year old self. where i didn't take care of. mine.
many think my wishes. are cold.
i don't. think. so. do you think so?
i wrote. this to warm your. heart. to make you feel. seen and loved on a. good day. a day where wishes and advice. and whatnot. is exchanged.
don't. let my precious words. go to waste. i hope you focused. the whole way through. dipshit.
happy birthday. marcin.